I think sometimes we need to remember that its ok to let go and that something better is definitely coming. Its also ok to let go of our idea of how things are supposed to go or be. I have learned to walk away from things that are not meant for me, and every time I walk away, I am put in the direction of the place that I am meant to be and the things and people that I am meant for. And I also believe that everything happens for a reason, when its supposed to, even if it takes 10, 15, or 21 years.
My horoscope today was incredibly wild in terms of accuracy, especially because it perfectly aligned with my day. I have also been seeing many numbers in synchronicity that are guiding me and I know that I am on the right path. I am so glad to be! It has taken a long time for me to get to this point of growth in my life.
So now I have to master something that I have a hard time with when it comes to getting things that I want, especially things that I have wanted for a LONG time, and that is patience. I need to be patient and trust in divine timing. If the universe has given so many signs already that I am on the right path then I need to work on dropping the worry, and trusting the process, and not forcing any of it. And that’s exactly how I want to do things this time. Whether it be school, success, relationships, I am not forcing any of it. I am sitting and basking in the moments of these things in their current unfinished and pre-bloomed state.
You ever come across something so special in life, that you know it’s just worth the growth that it takes in order to have it and its worth the work and the time and the energy and the understanding…. Like, in terms of love, if you like a flower and you pick it, it will die, but if you love a flower you don’t pick it, you water it and let it grow. Love is not supposed to be about possession, but instead about appreciation. I am ready for the love that is not controlling or abusive. I want the easy going times that are far from anxiety provoking, by the lake and under the stars, and the laughing and the fun. No more stress, no more drama, no more partners who have their lives on inside out and backwards only to smother me with. No more.
If you want something you have never had, then you need to do something you have never done. You need to be patient with the process. You can destroy something before it gets the chance to truly be amazing, if you aren’t patient, whether it be relationships, projects, getting through college and grad school, writing, art, plans, etc.. Don’t stress, just let it flow.
In terms of love, learning to be patient and trust the process can be terrifying, especially after heartbreaks. But if you realize at the end of the day that your heart will always be there in the end, then it won’t really matter in the grand scheme of things, who exits your life. Those who exit your life were not meant to be there anyways and now more space is being made for those who truly DO belong in your life.
So here’s to being patient. Here’s to really trying to trust the process, whether its going in the direction that I believe it is or not. I know I need to focus and work on me and that is how everything will fall into place. Sometimes when we force things, we lose them. But things that are forced are not really for us and why would we want them anyways?