Ghost Ship

Depression creeps inLike an abandoned ship in the nightOver still watersThe forgotten one I feel aloneLike the shipGliding over glass like waterPossibly hauntedWhose to say? Here we areStillFreeAloneNot feeling powerfulAs we drift A crow lands upon the bow of the shipAloneBlacker than the nights skyThe sound it makes is wretchedFull of doom Where are we going?Nobody knowsAs we drift Will we end up safe?Will we end up alive?It’s a secret and a mysteryAll at once We float alongHelpless at the mercy of the waterThere is nothingWe are no whereWe just float along We come to an islandWe are the only … Continue reading Ghost Ship

Within A Box

The walls are made of glassThis life we live is fake Structural mistakeBrought to you by painand misfortune along the way I can’t see pastThe view is blackWhere do we go from here The world is darkEnamored and stark We can’t stay here If you live in a boxAnd the world comes to free youDon’t you dare hesitateYou need something to save you All the pain in the worldCouldn’t help us throughWe were living in one big lie Structural mistakeThey wanna make you breakThey own all of what’s at stake If you live in a boxAlone at all costsYou’ll be … Continue reading Within A Box

Re-post from 02/05/2018

Crazy how things have changed since I posted this. I know in the last 6 months I chose to thoroughly focus on myself and kids. and it worked out better than I ever thought it could.   So my company (Rusnock Naturals) is spreading beyond handcrafted beauty and wellness products and I couldn’t be happier. Together we can learn new and healthier ways of getting through life whether it be meditation, exercise, coloring, self talk, healthier eating, overall healthier head space. I am working so hard at getting my body healthy that I also have been trying to focus on … Continue reading Re-post from 02/05/2018